Dementia

Out of everything I read this week, The video and section on Dementia interested me the most. I remember my first experience with this disease. I lived in Bellingham and was about 13 years old. I was always outside doing gardening, mowing the lawn etc. there was a sweet older lady who lived across the way who also spent a lot of time outdoors. I went over one day to talk to her because she had such a beautiful yard full of flowers. When i approached she looked startled and then said hi and called me by another name. I said no I am Holly I live across the way. After a bit she and I talked and worked in her flower bed together. I left then several days later went back and she had no clue of who I was looked scared again. I did the whole re introduction and sat and talked to her again. At that age I was like is this lady "crazy"?. I had no idea what dementia was and how it effected people. When i left that day I went home and told my mom what had happened and she explained it to me. I continued to go visit her and knew it would always be a day I would have to re introduce myself. Finally we moved away and I never saw her. Looking back and knowing what I know now, I am grateful I have never been close to anyone who has went through the stage's of this disease. Watching the video I was so saddened for those people. What A disease to have to live through with a loved one. I have no clue of what is out there as far as support groups. However If I had the funds to do so I would look into what else could be done to be a support to these people and their families.

Supermoms

I am writing my blog about the article Supermoms and how depression is less when they know their limitations. I have been on both sides of what was mentioned in this article. I have always wanted to be there for my daughter through everything. This was due to the fact that my mom was there for NOTHING!. While I was married I was able to be there for everything and was a stay at home mom. It wasn't until my divorce that I had to somehow come to a balance. I started nursing school which was full time and took time away from my daughter I had always had. I was already depressed being I had just gotten out of a 13 year marriage with no degree and little job experience and losing time with her was hard. I still tried to do it all because i knew the divorce had effected her greatly also. Long story short after I finished school and got my first nursing job I had a talk with my daughter and told her i would love to attend everything but it was impossible and I had to provide for her. She understood and told me it was OK. I know the stress of trying to do everything and it will overwhelm you. Like the article states parents who know their limitations are happier. Today I have a balance between school, work and being a mom. I'll never be perfect but a healthy balance makes a healthy mom in which return makes for a happy kiddo.

Abuse

I really could relate to this chapter a lot however what was the most was the section on physical and emotional abuse. I was in a abusive relationship for over 13 years. It started with physical abuse then lead to emotional abuse. My ex was a drunk and would blackout and go into rages, he finally sobered up and it became more of an emotional abuse. Being in the midst of it was exhausting like Patricia Evans stated in her video. I was surprised when she said a lot of men read her books and want to change.I thought most abusers never changed. I know the only thing that got me out was an affair and it changed my life forever in a positive way. What I would like to see is more resources for abused people to get support and help.

Killing us Softly

After watching the short clip on Killing us Softly it took me back to a young teen and made me reflect all the way through my life and how advertising has played a role in my life and effected my self esteem. When I was a young teen I would buy all the magazines and rip out the advertisements and pin them to my wall. I always strived to look perfect like these girls/women. They were "perfect" so I thought. Not until later when I learned about airbrushing and photo editing. I suffered from eating disorders and was always striving to be like them. I didn't have my mom telling me this wasn't realistic and telling me I was beautiful like I was. Instead she always was encouraging me to lose weight and had me dieting with her at the age of 15. I am so glad I am more educated as an adult so I can teach my daughter that beauty comes in all sizes and shapes and that what you see half the time isn't even how these people really are in real life. It was interesting to hear that Cindy Crawford even said i wish i looked like Cindy Crawford. Even supermodels have imperfections and are not perfect. What disturbs me the most are these models that are still working with bones protruding and that are at the weight of children. I hope that more companies will take on the role like dove and show "real women". 

Parenting Styles

I loved this whole chapter. What i found interesting is the different styles of parenting and the outcome it has on children.How I was raised in a family with uninvolved parenting Vs how I raise my daughter with the Authoritative parenting.

Uninvolved parenting- provides neither warmth nor control. Indifferent uninvolved parents provide for their children's basic physical and emotional needs but little else. They try to minimize the time they spend with their children and avoid becoming emotionally involved with them.

Just writing that definition brings back hurtful childhood memories and why I take a complete different approach on parenting. I could never imagine not bonding with my daughter or avoiding it. Growing up I had no one to support me, no hugs, no I love you, no good job. It was a lonely miserable feeling. 

 

It states in the book that children that come from uninvolved parenting tend to do poorly in school and are aggressive. This was me to a T. I was very smart but my mother didn't care so I eventually dropped out of school in the 11th grade. I didn;t get into fights but had a bad mouth and was the "class clown" always popping off to teachers to somehow get attention. I finally moved out and have been on my own since I was 16 and turned my life around.

Using the authoritative parenting it states is the best and I agree. She is so open to always having disscussions. we talk about everything. She is well liked by her teachers and does well in school. I also am super involved with everything she does.